just to show that i'm worth it.
Anyone save me please?T_T
Tuesday, January 26, 2010 @ 6:59 AM
haiz.i dont even know she was giving me chances.I screwed it up,i sucks.Right now my feeling just feels that i'm really no worthy for anyone already.I just Sucks to the core.She cried and told me why i didnt cherish the chances she gave me.My mind was totally blank.I dunno what to do anymore.Sorry to her that i screwed it up.I'm useless,i'm crappy,i'm piece of shit.But loving u seeing u happy is all that i can only do for you.U told me that if there is a good guy out there u will go for it.well i say u should cause u wont be happy with me.I still haven change enough i guess.Now the worst,nobody is there to help me get out of the maze.How i wish that u will bring me out.But its all too late.I need your support your encouragement for me,Guess i wont be able to taste it anymore.I mayb thinking negatively but i'm just trying to ease my pain for you.Anyway u should know that I sucks.i didnt cherish the chances u gave me today.Two somemore.I really dunno what to do what to say already.Anyone can help me get back to the right path?i'm scared,i'm lonely,i'm tired.Save me =(
