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Give me that chance
i'll seize it till the very last minute
just to show that i'm worth it.

What can i do or say.U never know how i really feel for you =(
Wednesday, January 27, 2010 @ 8:02 PM
Just got back from camp.Went to her house downstairs and think about the memories.Its tiring!oh my i wish i was dead.Didnt get much sleep yesterday due to my camp exercises.My life is turn around by this stupid things.Thought alot before i went to sleep =x.I just wish that i am not a crybaby anymore,Think of those stuff she told me,think about everything.I cant stop my eyes from filling up with tears.I feel that i'm not worthy anymore for you.I just can be better off dead.It sucks.I don wanna make you sad or drop any tears anymore,Its not worthy for a unworthy person to make u cry.Thanks for the chances u give me and i didnt appreciate it.Sorry too.I can never do it alone seriously.I'm trying to,But u just said that u cannot see the changes in me in ur post.It really hurt my heart.Its hurting so bad i can be better off dead.Like u said if there is other guys thats better than me u will go.I just hope u will be happy.There is no more chances for me,no more anything for me anymore.I just gonna reflect it on myself again.Because of u,u made me change,and u r unhappy with the changes.U promise me u will change.U promise u will treasure more.Did u think of that?Honestly even if i don text u,don call u.U also find others to talk to and text.I just don wanna say this cause it feels bad,and i hurt ur feelings.All those phone calls,smses and HIM.i feel i wont have anymore chances.I really hopeless piece of shit right now or a walking idiot with no directions in mind.i'll continue my post later.Going out for a walk to cool down myself and things.And lastly those who tag me are my friends.Its been long since i contacted them.They only tag why do u keep telling me to forget you?Look u don even know how i think how i feel and u tell me this.U got spare a thought for me?U got try to understand me?Why and who am i doing it for?Who am i holding on to?Its u right.If u want to hurt my feelings more just do it.I'm used to it since we broke up.Suan ler.Going city hall to shop,walk and rest for the day at starbucks to relax myself.Anyone wanna find me can text me at 85225630.I wanna take a break.=(






Love -Jonjon