just to show that i'm worth it.
No heading back for me..byebye love.
Wednesday, February 10, 2010 @ 8:26 PM
Tired!!how i wish i can just lie on the bed and sleep for the whole light years><.Anyway going to ubin to take some pictures alone.Hope it dont rain god!Hopefully i can think what i'm thinking too and straighten my thinkings out there.I'll be posting later after i get back home.Anything just text me=).
ps: the world is never fair,so try to be fair to yourself=)
Back from ubin yesterday,it was relaxing and stress-free =].But something happened,this guy who's walking on the shore was relaxing with his girlfriend,and suddenly he shouted for nothing.Curiously,of course i went there to see what had happen,he just complained he's in pain and he did not do anything to do,i dunno what to do i call the ambulance straight.So the bunch of us carry him to the boat and ask him to endure it for awhile,ambulance is on its way,his legs turn purple ._. its so scary pls.After that once we reach the shore of sg,we heard the sound of the siren so we quickly carry him into it.Unknowingly,i follow the ambulance car and went to ttsh.Once the procedures are done for the guy,the girlfriend thanked me.I was so happy well think because not always ppl priase me.But i know it myself i've done a good deed :D
I thought alot yesterday when i was at ubin.I was thinking about her,my friend and familys though.I don understand is,why must u come back to tell me it affects you.why must u tell me u regretted it,and u are still with him!?do that make sense?
U're the one that move on,U're the one that hurt me,now what are u trying to accomplish for telling me this?love u back again?How about the times i cherish u,i cried for u..did u even care?U only think of being with him.HOw about me?U left me there for days alone.U still tell me all those things?Seriously,i think i can say things more worst for u,Its just that i don wan to,Since u are with him then go be happy with me,u have ur life,u have move on,u don need to care about me anymore,so just go.
For family and friends,i just knew that somehow i'm always neglecting you all,but i'm trying my best right now to juggle between u all now.Hope u guys understand that its not easy to juggle with this 2 issues.1 more issues though i'm still thinking why i treat her so good.Why am i so concern about her?Why i don wanna see her get hurt?i'm now sure mayb its a affections or crush but i'm trying to find out too.Mayb she wont think the same as me,but i just think that she wont have the same thinking i guess.Well who cares,i just trying not to think negatively,so yeah..Time to get some butts cracking on duties.Wish all my friends a happy new year..=)
Love -Jonjon
